Imbalanced Freak

I wear a mask every day
I live in a world no one knows
Hidden feelings and emotions is what I carry in loads daily
Depression is creeping in slowly
cos' I'm just an imbalanced bitch
Hiding to myself

I've no one to share
and while friends claim they're there
I wouldn't say anymore
I drag myself to work daily
cos' the sun shines no more in my life

There's always a cause and trigger point to all things in life
Yes I know
That was it
But trapped in a pit even I myself refuse to get out
Who else can help?

And the saddest thing comes when the only one who could help
Is turning away for his own pursuit of life

What is love today?
It's worth only in times of joy if not fake smiles
No more braving of storms I tell 'ya
I'm getting closed up once again
In this shit I land myself cos I trusted too much.

Now I probably convince u I'm an imbalanced freak
cos' you can never share my sentiments
I'm just a weirdo of her own world